Written and Confused

Die to Dream

2007-10-26T21:06:00.000-07:00

(Verse)

I will admit it

I lost a lot

But you’ll forget it

I know im not

I guess its part of me

But thank you for the dream

I know I know

I’ll miss the times

But I can die

in my own mind

yeah I’ll die alone

but thank you for the dream

(Chorus)

And although things never turn the way

We wish they’d be

I could be so in love with you

But what’s for me?

Yeah I’m loosing a whole damn lot

If you know what I mean

But thank you

Thank you for the dream

(Verse)

It hard enough

Not break down

When the world is

Falling down

Yeah I’m wide awake

But thank you for the dream

(Chorus)

And although things never turn the way

We wish they’d be

I could be so in love with you

But what’s for me?

Yeah I’m loosing a whole damn lot

If you know what I mean

But thank you

Thank you for the dream

(Interlude)

So listen well

With angel wings

Your so beautiful

And I am nothing

So fly fly fly

Away from me

At least I got to have my dream

(Chorus)

And although things never turn the way

We wish they’d be

I could be so in love with you

But what’s for me?

Yeah I’m loosing a whole damn lot

If you know what I mean

But thank you

Thank you for the dream

New Blink pics

2007-10-22T14:21:00.000-07:00

Here's to...

2007-10-22T14:00:00.001-07:00

(Verse)

You make me sick I hope you know

There no where else for us to go

We are the gutter trashy fucker in their eyes

And like the trash we melt and burn

It so damn bad I’ll never learn

I was born

I was born to lose and die

And all your fascist fickle rule

I’m sorry I’m just not that cool

Wish I was anything worth seeing to your eyes

But you don’t care for me at all

You can watch me as I fall

I was born

I was born to lose and die

(Chorus)

And if you need someone to hurt

It’s alright it’s my life’s work

I was born

I was born to lose and die

(Verse)

And all the pinhead fucked up clicks

With all their music love bullshit

A stupid scene and a pretty face is all you need

And if your keeping to yourself

Not a shallow fool like everyone else

You were born

You were born to lose and die

(Chorus)

And if you need someone to hurt

It’s alright it’s my life’s work

I was born

I was born to lose and die

And if you really hate the world

She doesn’t love you that one girl

You were born

You were born to lose and die

We know were better of alone

Their no one else to call our own

We were born

We were born to lose and

We all just live to lose and

You and me were made to lose and die

A day in the life

2007-09-16T19:21:00.000-07:00

Can you make time go faster

Cuz I can’t

Can you help this bastard

Cuz I can’t

We are all waiting

For tomorrow

I will be walking

For tomorrow

As we stand on the ashes of yesterday

We look over places that we used to play

Forgotten toys

From when I was a boy

As we try to make sense of our frailties

We remember what it’s like and what it used to be

And everything that’s leading up to the moment that we’re waking up

So…

Can you make time go faster

For tomorrow

Get to your feet

We have a day to begin

Open the shades

And let all the light in

It is time

It is time let go of whats gone

Standup tall

Walk with pride

Remember the ones that are their by your side

It’s ok

It’s ok to not feel alright

Can you help this bastard

Can you help me please

For tomorrow

Feel the water on my face

Warm inviting embrace

Planning out the day

It’ll be ok

Stinging in my eyes

But I don’t really mind

You don’t have to cry

I will always be trying

2007-09-14T19:26:00.001-07:00

Murder girl (killing me)

hello murder girl

tell me you wanna die

you’d rather be bleeding out

than loose your will to cry

beautiful murder girl

she kills me soft and slow

Beautiful murder girl

I wanna get you all alone

I love to remember

I hope you remember what I said

Cuz every time you cry

It make me want to die

And everything I say

Can’t make the feeling go away

Murder girl
remember what I said

At the top my lungs

At the worst of the tears

At the heart of the problem

At the height of my fears

If you’d stay

For awhile

I could hope

That you would smile

Cuz every time you cry

It make me want to die

And everything I say

Can’t make the feeling go away

Murder girl
remember what I said

And it rains and it pours all over me

And it seems so wrong

But everything is coming out

In a single song

And I need your voice so bad

I’m loosing everything I had

Cuz every time you cry

It make me want to die

And everything I say

Can’t make the feeling go away

Murder girl
remember what I said

The Last Sad Song

2007-09-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

(Verse)

Forgive this verse

I don’t know what I am saying

Its for the birds

I guess that’s what I mean

we’re still quite young

theirs still some time for playing

don’t loose sight of all your dreams

and for a moment

everything seems

so beautiful

and for a moment

all of our dreams could come true

and then the moments gone

my dream see less of you

(Chorus)

This is the last sad song

All I got to carry on

Are the times that you left with me

Deep inside my memory

The last sad song

I wrote it down so I

Would never let it go

To me goodbyes come way to slow

(Verse)

Hopefully by now

You’ve moved on in to your new house

I hope its painted royal blue

Your favorite color scheme

I never got to run

I had my time to wonder

But I threw everything you gave away

on July 15^th

and for a second

I regret the way things went

Between us

And for a second

I wonder what might have been

So different

So distant

(Chorus)

This is the last sad song

All I got to carry on

Are the times that you left with me

Deep inside my memory

The last sad song

I wrote it down so I

Would never let it go

To me goodbyes come way to slow

(interlude)

I could never find the words to say

I didn’t care much anyway

Now it seem like

So long ago

I’m looking forwards

And now I know

(Chorus)

This is the last sad song

All I got to carry on

Are the times that you left with me

Deep inside my memory

The last sad song

I wrote it down so I

Would never let it go

To me goodbyes come way to slow

This is the last sad song

Yes I’m gonna carry on

All the love that you gave to me

Is slowly blowing off my sleeve

The last sad song

I wrote it so I

Could finally let it go

Cuz it’s time I let the memories go

Armaments

2007-09-03T09:26:00.001-07:00

Armaments

(Verse)

There are guns and there are men

There are bullets stacked up tall

There are wars and there are nations

Theirs no one above it all

And the decision to continue

is what keeps us fighting strong

Better watch the time real close because

At eight o’clock we fall

(Chorus)

Its such a

TRAGEDY

We all agree

That what we do is wrong

But all the

HYPOCRITES

Don’t give a shit

Lets all build up our

AR-MA-MENTS

(Verse)

How can you decree the peace

When it only lasts a week

Broadcast live from middle east

The outlook is rather bleak

There’s running no, no escaping

It’s a part of all our live

There’s no loser, there’s no winners

All we do is take the dive

(Chorus)

Its such a

TRAGEDY

We all agree

That what we do is wrong

But all the

HYPOCRITES

Don’t give a shit

Lets all build up our

AR-MA-MENTS

(interlude)

I can’t stand it

They demand it

Weaponizing

Its Paralyzing US.

(Chorus)

Its such a

TRAGEDY

We all agree

That what we do is wrong

But all the

HYPOCRITES

Don’t give a shit

Lets all build up our

AR-MA-MENTS

No we cant sustain

This heavy pace

A detriment

To the human race

No one gives up

No one gives in

We all build up our

AR-MA-MENTS

9 Minutes

2007-08-25T21:45:00.000-07:00

9MINUTES

(verse 1)

Somewhere deep in outer space

Sworn to hate the human race

The loser loner sits alone

Awkward boner super slow

Brain dead tired wide awake

Living in a world that’s fake

Precious prudence and denial

Dumb cartoonish fucked up smile

Staring out the window clear

Day’s do slowly disappear

Rocking rolling to his song

Stupid god who’s never wrong

(Prechorus)

Curse on the school that binds

Curse on the ship that sinks inside his mind

Curse on their hearts so shallow

Curse on their false fake sympathies attention please

(Chorus)

I think we have a real emergency

I think that someone may need some help

I think we have the oddest tendencies

To never let our lives work out

But I refuse to believe

That you hate the way this sounds

Cuz when we’re going under

It may be best not to frown

(verse)

Clap your hands and say your prayers

Try your best but no one cares

Betrayed befuddled beaten down

Put the liars underground

Sacrifice for greater pain

Superman fucked Louis lane

Imperfection in denial

One more body for the pile

(prechorus)

Curse on the enemies that hurt

Curse on the system that just didn’t work

Curse on their minds so weak

Curse on their false fake sympathies attention please

(Chorus)

I think we have a real emergency

I think that someone may need some help

I think we have the oddest tendencies

To never let our lives work out

But I refuse to just believe

That you hate the way this sounds

Cuz when we’re going under

It may be best not to frown

(Interlude)

And it’s oh so condescending

Sending me so far away

And I’m sure it’s hard pretending

That you wanted me to stay

And the lack luster

Between my bed sheets

Shouldn’t drink to much

Before I go to sleep

And the cruelest creatures

In our hallow lives

Are the one’s that are in our minds

(Verse)

Lovely lowlife deep inside

Headless chickens do subside

Family friendly T.V. shows

Murder curse words skanky Ho’s

(prechorus)

Curse on their false fake sympathies antention please

(Chorus)

I think we have a real emergency

I think that someone may need some help

I think we have the oddest tendencies

To never let our lives work out

But I refuse to just believe

That you hate the way this sounds

Cuz when we’re going under

It may be best not to frown

The beauty of deception

2007-08-07T23:56:00.000-07:00

(Verse)
Say you don’t
Say you don’t don’t
Mind baby
and I wont
No I wont ask if its alright
Cuz I don’t
I don’t wanna hear that Im the problem
Maybe baby
Maybe its better if you lie

(chorus)
So baby
LIE TO ME
I don’t wanna know the truth
Better lock me up and throw away the key
So baby
LIE TO ME
I don’t wanna know the truth
Cuz as they say the truth will set me free

(Verse 2)
Say you don’t
Say you don’t don’t
Care baby
Just tell yourself that everything is fine
Cuz I don’t
No I don’t wanna talk for hours
Maybe baby
Maybe its better it you lie

(chorus)
So baby
LIE TO ME
I don’t wanna know the truth
Better lock me up and throw away the key
So baby
LIE TO ME
I don’t wanna know the truth
Cuz as they say the truth will set me free

(here theirs a solo and then this verse)
Now your walking
Now your walking away baby
And Im sorry
I just couldn’t find the time
When you said
When you said it was different lately
Maybe baby
Maybe its better it you lie

(chorus)
So baby
LIE TO ME
I don’t wanna know the truth
Better lock me up and throw away the key
So baby
LIE TO ME
I don’t wanna know the truth
Cuz as they say the truth will set me free

To Whom it May Consern

2007-08-07T21:23:00.000-07:00

2 songs in one day! am I good or what well technically its tomorrow but I'll be damned if that's gonna stop me!

(Verse)
I’m Tired of Church
It hasn’t worked
Through all of this
Not going to apologize
To whom it may concern

I’m Tired of school
I hate the rules
It makes me sick
And anyone who cares can
Watch me crash and burn

(Chorus)
Because this place just isn’t for me
I don’t live in the T.V. screen
My mother asked me
“are you truly dead inside”
No I’m not Jesus
So I guess I’m still alive

(Verse)
I can’t stand
Your master plan
For our family
Everyone else can see
we never get along

and don’t expect
me to forget
any of this
when I’m telling a shrink
everything is wrong

(Chorus)
Because this place just isn’t for me
I don’t live in the T.V. screen
My father asked me
“are you truly dead inside”
No I’m not Jesus
So I guess I’m still alive

(Interlude)
Be careful
the things that you say

I easily

bend and then break

to my recollection

expecting perfection

was really

the biggest mistake

(Chorus)
Because this place just isn’t for me
I don’t live in the T.V. screen
My mother asked me
“are you truly dead inside”
No I’m not Jesus
So I guess I’m still alive

(chorus 2)
Because this house is filling up with hate
pretend that everything just great
My parents ask me
“why do act this way”
Because I’m sick of it
I'm through with the charade.

I've only been to one school dance.

2007-08-07T16:55:00.000-07:00

(Verse)
drama,drama,drama
don't fall on me
I'm ok with simplicity so

drama,drama,drama
don't look at me
tonight

Please,Please,Please
I'm begging you
don't make this awkward like you always do

Please,Please,Please
just dance with me
tonight

(Chorus)
cause tonight is for love
and tonight is for passion
but most tonight's for dancin'
so I'm
gonna dance weather your with me or

(Verse)
drama,drama,drama
drama, drama queen
why you gotta say the things that worry me cause

baby,baby,baby
I'm not worrying
tonight

hurry,hurry,hurry
while will still have time
dance with me and we can loose our minds

bite,bite,bite
just bite your tongue
tonight

(Chorus)
cause tonight is for love
and tonight is for passion
but most tonight's for dancin'
so I'm
gonna dance weather your with me or

tonight is for kisses
tonight is for smiles
but mostly tonights for dancin'
so I'm
gonna dance weather you dance with me or not

(Interlude)
Stop your crying
It’s not worth it
We don’t got much time lets use it
Don’t say I didn’t try my best
Just don’t say I didn’t try my best.

MATT LOVATO!!!

2007-08-07T16:11:00.000-07:00

Part II of bass inspirations its Matt Lovato formerly of MEST cool bassist but mostly kept to the background.

Black Market Baby by Crazysadie

2007-08-06T17:35:00.000-07:00

By Sadie

Everyday a good man dies
in your daddy's diamond mine.
You don't give a damn,
but you never lie.
Everybody pays the price.

Black market baby,
sell your soul,
'cause your heart's too cheap to pawn.
Black market baby,
entrenched in your dark economics!

See her high heels struttin' by
To a choir of devils divine.
A gator-skin purse in her greedy eyes.
Even onyx has a shine.

Black market baby,
sell your soul,
'cause your heart's too cheap to pawn.
Black market baby,
dig that hole.
Who knows what's buried in the lawn?

Black market baby,
entrenched in your dark economics!

Why I play Bass?

2007-08-05T17:00:00.000-07:00

you probably don't know that until recently I played guitar...I wasn't very good. I could play punk and that was pretty much it. So I switched to bass. Simpler,Easier. so instead of a song today Im gonna post a new pic with a bassist that inspires my recent work. (drum roll). Reginald Arvizu! (better known as Fieldy from the band korn). photo copyright Kevin Pletcher.

No Thank You

2007-08-03T14:09:00.001-07:00

Verse
Figure it out
thats what its all about
a lack of sen-siti-vity

Follow your heart
what kinda bullshit can start
don't say it again to me

(Chorus)
I'm Cinically inclined
forgive me Ill make up my mind

for now
I could find better ways to waste time.
the last words from your mouth
I'm never gonna find my way out
so goodbye
going down
These are the ins and outs

(Verse 2)
Who's gonna care
I guarantee it doesn't matter to me
who's gonna cry at all

give it a chance
that what they try to tell me
just suspend your disbelief

(Interlude)
and its trying me
cause its hard to see
why nobody understand
cause I'm tired of
all the made up love
and how they say I should pretend

(Chorus)
I'm Cinically inclined
forgive me Ill make up my mind

for now
I could find better ways to waste time.
the last words from your mouth
I'm never gonna find my way out
so goodbye
going down
These are the ins and outs

( Chorus2)

I’m saying goodbye

Forgive me I’ve made up my mind

Right now

I don’t care how bad it sounds

One more word from your mouth

Don’t wanna find my way out

So long

Going down

These are the ins and outs.

How to Get Drunk On a Sunday

2007-07-31T12:10:00.000-07:00

(Verse)
Starting at the end
Home alone again
when lies start to make sense
you know that something’s missing here

fall asleep goodbye
kiss the day goodnight
when wrong start feeling right
you know that something’s hurting here

(Chorus)
So forgive and forget the separation
And drift into dreams of celebration
Let the day be washed away
its all gone in your past
the only things that’s holding back tomorrow
is the glass.

(Verse)
Hold somebody’s hand
I don't understand
when things are to well planned
you know that someone’s crying here

Make me say the words
even if it hurts
when trying’s to much work
you know the love is lost in here

(Chorus)
So forgive and forget the separation
And drift into dreams of celebration
Let the day be washed away
its all gone in your past
the only things that’s holding back tomorrow
is the glass.

(Interlude)

The angrier we get
The more that we regret
The harder that we try
The more we realize
Its ok
We’ll make it
We don’t have
To fake it
As long as we both know than it’s alright

(Chorus)
So forgive and forget the separation
And drift into dreams of celebration
Let the day be washed away
its all gone in your past
the only things that’s holding back tomorrow
is the glass.

Blink-182 pic

2007-07-30T20:22:00.000-07:00

Today I was looking around the internet and found some Insert art off the last Blink 182 album. (Blink is my favorite band) so I decided to do a cool rehash of the picture. enjoy. P.S. original Picture copyright, Geffen records.

Play Pretend

2007-07-29T18:00:00.000-07:00

Play Pretend
Here's a song you can pretend to.
Just in case nobody gets you.
If all you got is your mirror to remind you
then, this song is for you.

Here's a song you can relate to.
If it seems everyone hates you.
If all you want is to go home and be alone
then, this song is for you.

dont apologize cuz I dont need you sympathies.
I know I'm really not the type to matter.
and I would hope and dream
that you and me would one day be
but I need your love more than you need me.
so I shake and bleed
and I puke on the floor
and I beg and I plead
would you open the door.
theirs nothing else in this world I need more.
than someone to hold onto.

Here's a song that you can cry to
if you need someone to find you
if all you want is for someone else to want you then
this song is for you.

Here's a song that you can hum to.
If it feels like nothing can hurt you.
If all you need is for someone else to touch you
then, this song is for you.